However, there is a part of me that just isn't sure if returning to work is going to work out. I mean afterall, I have been off work for 6 months (and there are still non-functioning days for me.) I just hope that it will be a good therapy to get me back into the swing of real life. I must admit that what I am living now is no where close. I sleep 85% of the time (no joke). I just feel like if I am asleep, then I don't have to worry about things. I don't have to face the facts. I don't have to really believe he's gone. I can live in a dream state. Waking up is hard....I want to wake up and the dream to be over. Sadly, it never will be.
Anyway, I will start school August 22 with new teacher orientation. Wish me well.
We are keeping are fingers crossed for more good news to come!!!! Stay tuned.....
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in
him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13