Thursday, September 4, 2008

open mouth ....insert foot

Update : After waking up this morning, I felt very convicted for posting out of my anger.... I am excited for my friend, I am just very upset that things come so easily for those not even trying. I just pray that our time will come soon. Please forgive me for being bitter.

So just when I think things might be looking up.....

Jesse is a mess...he has been depressed the last few days, and today it is horrible. We miss Braxton terribly.

And then I just got a phone call that one of our friends is pregnant....and it was an unplanned!

God, WHY NOT ME??

5 comments:

amy said...

Praying for you both today.

Anonymous said...

I will ask God to open your eyes to His joy and His strength. You pain can be used for good, don't let yourself feel forgotten. You are cared for by a holy God.

AndreaL77 said...

You are not alone. I completely understand where you are coming from. My Brother-inlaw and Sister-inlaw just had a beautiful baby boy this morning, and although I am extremely happy for them, I find myself feeling jealous as well. I too asked why not me? When will it be my turn? I continue to keep you and Jesse in my thoughts and prayers.

Andrea

Kellie said...

Isn't that jealousy thing crap! I wish to be happy for every pregnant girl I see, but it's not happening! Just try your best and pray that the baby is healthy! I am always praying for you and your hubby!

Whit, Lindsey, and baby Jonas said...

Hi, my name is Lindsey and I am the mother of Jonas who has SMA type I. I randomly found a comment of yours on another blog and thought I would check to see who it was. I hope you don't mind me commenting and telling you that I am extremely sorry for you and your husband. I don't know the exact pain that you are feeling now, but one day I will and I anticipate it every day. One thing I do know and believe is that I will see my Jonas again just as I know that you will see your Braxton. Life is not easy and it is not fair, but you are not alone. Again, I hope you don't mind me commenting. I am also a teacher. I taught 4th grade for three years and then had Jonas. I loved it. We will pray for you.
lindseyray4@yahoo.com

 
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