my first sewing project.....

i have successfully made a "quilt." i had a ton of fun with my new hobby. it was supposed to be a rag quilt, and then it turned into this! i just sat down and started sewing.....and low and behold.....i made something.

there a several imperfections, but i won't point those out....and don't look for them either. i finished the blanket in early december, but i had to wait until christmas to post any pics.. haven elizabeth is now the proud owner of my first "quilt."

haven with aunt destiny and uncle jesse

ABSOLUTELY DARLING.....

tearful tuesday....wordless wednesday....

rough night......

i am having a really rough night. let me be honest.....i am having a really rough month, and it seems like everyday gets a little harder. as i was looking through pictures, i came across this one. i can't stop crying. he was alive....he was kicking me. he was active.....he was just like daddy! God...why??

i don't understand. i tried to go shopping. all i see are pregnant women with toddlers! christmas cards with happy families and new babies. mommy's and daddy's shopping for the first christmas. i am tired of the torment. there doesn't seem to be anyone that understands. i miss him so much!

i need a prayer.....

the strongest man i know.....

jesse,

you make my life worth living. you are what keeps me going every day. watching your love grow for Christ has been an absolute blessing. braxton is proud to call you daddy. you are the hardest worker i know, and you do it all for us. i couldn't ask for a better man to spend my entire life with. i look forward to the years that are ahead of us. i know God has great things in store for us. you mean the world to me....i hope your birthday is great. braxton sends his hugs and kisses from heaven......happy birthday honey!

We love you,
Destiny Lynn and Braxton Lee